I am......

Lately I have been feeling such a mix of emotions that I cannot even begin to describe it. To say I am simply confused does not convey the turmoil I feel inside. I want so many things out of life, and I want to do so many things with my life for others. My problem lies with the fact of not knowing how to go about achieving any of the things I want. I find myself with so many dreams, and I am frustrated because I have no idea what steps to take to reach those dreams. I am so tired of being poor and feeling like a failure that every day I find myself so depressed that I cannot motivate myself to do much more that the usual chores and classwork that is due that day. How do you all figure out what to do in order to achieve your goals? I need advice. I feel like the walls that have closed in are crumbling and the weight of the debris is simply burying me.

New Ticker

Just wanted to place this ticker here so that I can try to remember it's really not such a long ways off.