I need a job

I need a job so freaking bad. I am getting so frustrated that I haven't even had an interview in ages. With my husband and I both out of work things are really bad. Every single thing we have besides car insurance is due within the next two weeks and they are all shut off notices because I am late on the payments. I need $500 to get those bills paid, and I just do not see that happening. I am so sick of being stressed and depressed about my life and my financial situation. I know times are tough for everyone, but damnit this sucks. I have been told that no one wants to hear my troubles, but frankly if you're going to read my blog, you're going to read what's on my mind. I live with this everyday, even when I put my fake smile on I am worrying in the back of my mind about the bills that I cannot pay. I hate having to fake a smile or a laugh just to appease others.