Explode

I basically feel like my head is going to explode. I have so much on my mind right now, and pretty much none of it is good. I have to take a test for school tomorrow and I have a paper due Monday. I haven't even been able to concentrate long enough to study for the test or to even work on the paper. Although I have tried and tried my mind keeps going to all of the other things. Thursday my ex sister in laws dad passed away suddenly. I just can't believe he is gone. He was a wonderful man, and he is going to be deeply missed. I plan to attend his services on Monday evening. He was Tatem's grandpa and I am so grateful for all of the memories I have of him that I can share with her when she is older. Even though Tatem is young, I don't think she'll ever forget her grandpa. If you all could please pray for his family and his friends. Friday I received a letter in the mail alerting me of more bad financial news to come anyday now. I basically need $1,000 to make this situation go away, but there is no way I can raise that money in the time I have alloted to me. Please pray for me and the situation. I have no family that has that much money to loan right now.

I applied for two jobs today, so maybe I will hear from one of them. I really need work right now. I am desperate to keep my home, and to get my debt straightened out before it gets even worse.
I am really scared and confused right now about a lot of things, and I fear it will only get worse.

Well, enough of my rambling. No one even reads this but at least I have a place to vent.