Let Down...

by those you think you can trust. It seems as though the people we have trusted and helped the most are the ones that keep screwing us over. So, we have decided that we are going to to our best to cut those people out of our life. It's sad when you have to cut close family members out of your life, but I guess that's how it's going to be. I wish I could talk more in depth about this because it's really been bothering me. Although these people have hurt us and keep on doing it, I can't bring myself to say who they are in fear that they might read this one day and be hurt by it. I guess I shouldn't give a damn if I hurt their feelings, because they obviously don't give a rats ass about anyone but themselves. So recently I have done work for two people that talked to me about the payment arrangements before doing the work, as with most work I was supposed to do the job then get paid. Guess what...I did the work and have yet to get paid. The one just hasn't talked to me since, I guess it's because she doesn't want to pay me. The other actually had the guts to tell me she spent the money and can't pay me. Well, see if I ever do anything for either of you bitches.

I am so damn tired of being screwed over. Matt and I have been too good to jump and run to help people, and have put ourselves on the back burner. Now we are the ones paying the ultimate price.

Moving on, I am waiting to hear back on grades for two assignments from my class that ended Monday. I can't wait to get those grades so that I know what my final grade is for the class. I scored 23.4 out of 25 on my final paper for that class, so I was pretty pleased.

My new class started Tuesday. So far I like it, but I think I'm in for it. This class is more technical than what I am used to. I am really nervous about what my grades will be like in this class, and I pray that I pass. I am still holding on to my 4.0 GPA and I pray that I can throughout this class.

I am still going through a really, really hard time financially. Things are really terrible, and I need some money soon to straighten them out. If any of you know of any work that would be available in my area or the surrounding areas or that I could do online please let me know. I am at my wits end.

I am hoping to get some time after I get all of this financial stuff straightened out to really get back into my writing. I haven't really been able to sit and write for a long time now. I have several stories that I would like to get finished in the hopes of having them published one day.

Well, I guess I don't really have anything else to say.

<3 Amanda